Monday, 07 April 2008

  • Realizations / Thankfulness

    "... Thank you God, for the clothes. Thank you for the food..." Someone's prayer which moved me so much. Reminded me to pray detailed prayers, and not to give thanks to God for even the most basic things that we often take for granted.

    The time that I will remember the most is the time I spend with God.

    If I feel that someone is praying for me, it's because that person really is praying for me!

    I may forget what I prayed for, but God never forgets. He will make mydreams come true some day.

Thursday, 07 February 2008

  • Find Better Things to Do

    My Teacher is so great. And his words are so great. This week I learned so much from him. As a believer of God and the Christ, I really should put in a lot of dedication to do God's work. But what should I be doing? What exactly is that work? That could be too broad to talk about. That could be too abstract. And if I were to really talk about it, it would be something that is too personal to share with people that I do not know.

    But, the bottom line is, whatever I am doing should let you have a more solid, closer relationship with God. And does it help others along the same line? With this in mind, I really have to think twice and be careful of the things that I do or say. Because I may think it's helpful to me but instead it could bring harm. I may think I am helping others but actually I am not. Does it bring me closer to God? Does it make me understand the Bible more? Does it make me a better person? Does it save lives? With these questions in mind, I was able to cut off a lot of things that I think I must do but in reality have nothing to do with my salvation. On the other hand, if what I do can help me develop a more solid faith, then I shall by all means do it, no matter what hardships it may bring me, and He will reward me according to what I do. That's why I cannot help but be amazed by how wonderful a person Pastor Joshua is. Whatever he does, his purpose is to save lives. And even though there is so many tribulations along the way, and people may not agree with him because they don't know him, he still keeps his integrity as a believer of God and faithfully serve Him. That really makes me see the beautfy of God.

     

Wednesday, 06 February 2008

  • I Am So Glad I'm In Providence

    In my four years in Providence, I have always strived my best to listen to Pastor Joshua's words because it never stops to enlighten me, strengthen my spirit, and save me through my darkness times.

    Today, I cannot help but thank God again because He once again sheds His light of realization upon me through His Word.

    What I realized was, Providence is not about what we are, but what we can become. It's about making yourself on an individual level, and making the ideal work on a big scale, by putting God's words to practice. And that is a process that needs a lot of work.

    Yes, everyone has a past.

    Yes, I may not be good enough now, and I may have done something that you may not agree that may upset you, or make you feel bad. And people tend to label you "as is," or "you are like this or that," and I tend to automatically think wow, really. Yes, I am like that. I am not good enough.

    That really beats up a person's confidence and spirit. And just zaps all the energy away from you. It can make a person go crazy.

    The past is the past. Even something that happens a minute, a second ago, belongs to the past. And I cannot change that.

    But that's not the point of why I am in Providence. If I just accept all the facts of whatever happened, then I may as well just stay where I was before. In Providence, there is always hope and vision because it's about pushing forward, and making things new. And making things from nothing to something. It's about whether you are willing to accept God's words and use it to polish yourself.

    Pastor Joshua teaches the great truths that he realizes from the Bible by putting that Word to practice. He too, was looked down upon. He had nothing before. People always said he is wrong and he's too crazy about the Bible. But he became who he is because he refused to accept all the negativities that bombard him. He looks only to God, and he works only for his own salvation and others'. That's why I believe him, respect him, love him.

    Even though I work so hard, even though I am changing and correcting myself, even though I am already making progress, people may still point out my weakness or whatever they think is not right in their eyes whenever there is a conflict. It's a natural process when people are working together. It happens when things are in progress but not made perfect yet. But if I just keep thinking and feeling bad about that, then the blessings that I already received with my hard work will be forgotten. It happened so many times before. It makes me tired. But this time I am going to say No. Nope, not going to let it happen this time.

    As I meditate upon my Teacher's words once again, I realize, I can stop all of that, by stop being negative and by putting what I've learned into practice.  I know what I am lacking because it becomes pretty clear if people tell you again and again, on and on. But that does not mean I will always be like that. And there is no need to justify myself by saying what is right or wrong. But just wait and see. Even though I don't have it, I am going to make myself so that I will have it one day, character, skill, etc. Yes, I know that does not change the fact that there will still be conflicts and struggling. But it makes that process so much more worthwhile because now I know what I'm working for. That gives me confidence to go before God no matter what condition or circumstances I find myself in and makes me rely on God so much more, because I know what kind of help I need from Him. And that, makes me realize once again how fortunate I am to be in Providence and be able to learn from Pastor Joshua.

    In the Lord's prayer, we pray that God can give us daily bread.

    We work so hard everyday because there is a basic necessity that we need to fulfill, which is to eat. If you work hard, you can eat well because you have a bigger appetite. And you will be so happy to enjoy the food which is  the fruit of your work.

    In Providence too, we work hard so that we can get a taste of God's Word. Not the superficial, just-for-your-knowledge Word, but Word that can bring you tears and joy and realization by experiencing and having a taste of God's deep heart, because we do the work of God by preaching the gospel and making peace.

    Still, I am one happy worker.

     

     

Thursday, 03 January 2008

  • I decided I am going to write more often in my blog. It is one of my new year resolutions. Yep, because I have set a new mind I believe this year will be a good year for me. I am so thankful that I got to listen to Pastor Joshua's (Jung Myung Seok) messages on the new year. It is so true, even if a new year has come, the sun still rises in the east. The wind still blows as if they’ve always done. And the climate is the same as it was before. I won't change overnight, and the environment that I'm in won't have a tremendous change either (Of course, for some people it has.) But if I have a new mind, then I can have new actions, then I can make things different - then it will feel like it's a new day, a new year, a new me. That's why I'm so thankful to be able to hear his teachings, to realize new things and have a change of mind. Yes, I'm going to make things different. I'm going to fix my bad habits and I'm going to do new things. I will do whatever I fail to do last year so they don't remain the same regrets. I'm not just going to make a wish, but I'm going to make my wish come true!

Tuesday, 10 July 2007

  • Seven Wonders

    Behold... the New Seven Wonders of the World!

    The Great Wall, China
    Petra, Jordan
    Christ Redeemer, Brazil
    Machu Picchu, Peru
    Chichén Itzá, Mexico
    The Roman Colosseum, Italy
    The Taj Mahal, India 

    I found some very inspiring quotes from the official website too:

    “Why only 7 Wonders?
    The World is a Wonder.”
     Montserrat Esterlich from Spain, 13.04.07

    “Celebrate your past, Shape your Future!”
     Maria Ginala from Ireland, 02.03.07

    “New Era Of Wonders”
     Rony Mathew from India, 12.04.07

    More: http://www.new7wonders.com/index.php?id=7

    My favorite is the 38 meter tall statue of Christ Redeemer - Jesus with open arms

    Now is the time for us to embrace each other with open arms, open hearts and open minds, to make peace and not to fight. This is what the pesrson I respect most always teaches me, that we should advance and improve ourselves as time advances. Time advances and things change. We should preserve the legends that were made in the past, but wouldn't it be even greater if we can discover and celebrate the living legends that exist in our own time?